Wake up at one Gloss on the pillow Water by my side Smells like smoke just by the window Walk to the sink, looking like a tornado Wanna brush my teeth but all my products in the way though That's a credit card last night, I confess My lifestyle is quite the expense The shots last night didn't help, I guess Why am I, why am I, why am I such a beautiful mess? ♪ Why am I, why am I, w-why am I such a beautiful mess? ♪ Why am I, why am I, w-why I such a beautiful mess? Unprofessional is on my chest Last night, it was over the press There's no-, an issue that I won't address Why am I, why am I, why am I? ♪ I'm full of liquor, bullshit and finesse Why am I, why am I, living life like a beautiful mess? Playing by the rules isn't fun You can't be happy pleasing everyone Your life is short, do the things that they don't And if they hate, if they hate, if they hate They can suck on I'm doing me, it's for the best I'm moving on, forget the rest They're chasing me for their own success Why am I, why am I, why am I?