I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember everything What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down, I will make you hurt ♪ I wear this crown of thorns upon my lyre's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear You are someone else, I am still right here What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down, I will make you hurt If I could start again, a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way