Back in the day I used to sit and count my problems Never could be happy with my health And I feel like I've been trying for so long that I I just really wanna be Happy with myself It's almost like I'm digging my own grave now It's not like me I must have switched with someone else I always thought that it was the strength and not the struggle But it takes more than that to be Happy with myself You know, I've never cried so hard that I can't stop and smile a little I've never been so sad and scared, that I can't breathe But I can't seem to break this chain, and I know it's killing me I just want to lose it all, so I can be, finally, happy with myself Sometimes I feel like I am drowning in my self Doubt. It's sad I know but I am trying to get better, slowly, slowly I can be happy You know, I've never cried so hard that I can't stop and smile a little I've never been so sad and scared, that I can't breathe But I can't seem to break this chain, and I know it's killing me I just want to lose it all, so I can be, finally, happy with myself I can't wait to break this chain, so I can finally be free Lose the most to gain it all, hopefully And be happy with myself