I was gonna be your doctor but I could not find your heartbeat Your blood may as well be running cold... I was gonna be your driver, taxi on your journey. I got lost on your long and winding road ... But I never meant to hurt you Johnny. I didn't mean to turn your yellows grey. But the Chemicals inside my body were telling me to walk away ... I was gonna be your painter, but I could not trace your outline, the shape your figure makes don't feel like home ... I was gonna be your bartender, serve you sweet red wine, you're love drunk and I am stone cold sober ... But I never meant to hurt you Johnny. I didn't mean to turn your yellows grey. But the Chemicals inside my body were telling me to walk away ... They kept telling that I shouldn't stay... I was gonna be your angel, no wings grew from my shoulders, no halo hanging over these red curls ... Now I'm always gonna be your failure, memory growing older, Forever be the lost and lonely girl ... But I never meant to hurt you Johnny. I didn't mean to turn your yellows grey. Oh but the Chemicals inside my body were telling me to walk away ... They kept telling me that I shouldn't stay.