I am the twist in your gut I am the ache in your feet The burden carried along The punishment you received I am the dust in your eye The party you should've left The words you wished you'd have said I am the boy you regret I am always stuck in limbo with the Patterns repeating under my eyelids Staple them shut So my existence is tied tight to nothing but what I have grown to know A vacant feeling. Side to side inside my head I've grown numb to the abuse I used to believe in God But that coward should've taken me before he took the the ones I love I sit and wait inside my cell Heaven come or heaven don't, just lay me in the ground Home becomes a captor, it's been polluted with dead air Fleeing is a dream but I can't make it out there Awake to morning light Hum the sound of solace See in black and white Whisper in my ear Dress me up today I don't wanna feel I don't wanna be me Lead me down those stairs Push me out your door I don't wanna see the sun I don't wanna see Scream into my ear Set the place a blaze There is no one. There is nothing.