It's 6 am in the morning
Couldn't really get any sleep
Cuz I was overthinking like I always do
I turn 19 today
And it all feels a little bit strange
I've waited for this day so long
But now it's here and you're not
I heard that you're doing alright and I
I heard you've got someone on your mind and that
That "someone" ain't me and that's alright
But
If someone would've told me that
We'd end up never looking back
I would've tried a little harder
Played it all a little smarter
Cuz if someone would've told you that
That call would end up being our last
Would you have never let me go so easily
Or did you always know that this could never be
Oh, Oh
A year older but still naive
Guess this is 19
Now we're both in the same city
How the fuck has it not hit me
That I'm supposed to be okay
Knowing you're just two blocks away
And I
I heard you've already moved on and I
I heard that your work's been taking off and I
Wish you the best like I've always said
But
If someone would've told me that
We'd end up never looking back
I would've tried a little harder
Played it all a little smarter
Cuz if someone would've told you that
That call would end up being our last
Would you have never let me go so easily
Or did you always know that this could never be
Oh, Oh
A year older but still naive
Here's to stupid future me
And all the signs I couldn't see
So this is my apology
But what did you expect from me?
When I'm only 19