It was not long ago when
You broke my heart and I left
It hurt me so damn hard cuz
I thought that you were it
All those sleepless nights
And all the wasted time
For it all just to be a
Lie
You called me yesterday and
Asked me how I have been
I don't know what to say or
If I should just come clean
"Yeah I've been a mess and
I blame you for this"
Instead I say "I'm doing
Fine."
Why do I always do this to myself I never learn?
I try to forgive and just pretend that it'll never hurt
Oh my God im falling
Deeper than I wanted
Sorry to future me
No matter the pain,
You'll just do the same
Run back to pick up
The mess and remains
So, sorry to future me
So stubborn I know
Always steeping so low
Rather get hurt than have got face
Letting go
Mmmh, Mmmh, Mmmh
We're talking everyday now
Just like we used to do
I know its just a phase and
We'll both start fighting soon
You'll say it's my fault then
You'll hang up the phone
Cuz you know I'll call you right
Back
Say you wanna come down here
And spend a night or two
I wish I could say no but
We both know that ain't true
Hate that I like you too much that
I prefer to be with a boy than a
Man
How can something seem so good but be so bad for me?
This love's like a rose and you're a thorn that I'm too blind to see
Till it all starts hurting
And it's too late I'm falling
Sorry to future me
You romanticize
And idealize
So when things don't work out
You can't say goodbye
So sorry to future me
Bet you're feeling betrayed
Wondering why did you stay
Trying to save something that's not meant
To be saved?
Mmmmh, Mmmmh,Mmmmh