Yeah, yeah
Baby I'm a burnout
I'm a fucking loser
Not even the cool kind
I'm just a substance abuser
Using anything, anyone, to numb the pain
Got to get away from my own brain
Sometimes my thoughts get too much
Everyday feels like I lose touch
I'm scared my head will fall off, and explode
Rain blood and gore on your new shoes
I tried so hard to be cool
Lost myself and turned into a loser
Can't tell if it's the uppers or withdrawals
Why my hand shake
I beg for help, I pray
But my words are still useless
I break myself
Don't want to pick up the pieces
Sad to say I'm not even my worst critic
Love at first hit sucks when you get addicted
Love the mental breakdowns every day
All we do is fight, fuck, shit drives me insane
So scared to be myself
Can't let down my walls round anyone else
If you could spend a day in my head
You'd never wanna see me again
Baby I'm a burnout
I'm a fucking loser
Not even the cool kind
I'm just a substance abuser
Using anything, anyone, to numb the pain
Got to get away from my own brain
Sometimes my thoughts get too much
Everyday feels like I lose touch
I'm scared my head will fall off, and explode
Rain blood and gore on your new shoes
Why the fuck you tryna be with me?
I'm so confused
Is it just a game, to keep yourself amused?
I wish I knew, I wish I knew, I wish I knew
I wish I knew, I wish I knew, I wish I knew
Baby I'm a burnout
I'm a fucking loser
Not even the cool kind
I'm just a substance abuser
Using anything, anyone, to numb the pain
Got to get away from my own brain
Sometimes my thoughts get too much
Everyday feels like I lose touch
I'm scared my head will fall off, and explode
Rain blood and gore on your new shoes
I be really good at holding in my loose screws
Hate to say it but it's true that I miss you
Why would I wait for you and your issues
Lying face down and I'm feeling blue
Just wanna see you one last time
Just wanna feel one last glance in your eyes
I don't know why I have so much love for you
I can't understand you so I have to make do
Wish I could go back and have like one redo
Next one's probably gonna be some Deja-Vu