It's been 42 days since I left home
Now I pace around this room
Contemplate where the line is drawn
Switch up, next day she'll be gone
Another run away, lost time, drop her clothes in front of me
Swipe right, crashed my car, this fantasy
Isn't what it's supposed to be
You scream: what the fuck is wrong with me
Shallow, these words I write I can't swallow
These pills I take bury a lot of, my problems
Wasting time cause I can't solve them
Take your promises with you cause I don't feel anything at all
Save your words about me too
I'll take back every right I've wronged
So long and always, I'll be dead to you
Love sick, chasing after something
Reaching, finding nothing
I'm unimpressed
Wanna break my heart
I'll wear a bulletproof vest
Wanna break my heart
Wanna see me bleed
When I tried so hard to be what you need
Take your promises with you cause I don't feel anything at all
Save your words about me too
I'll take back every right I've wronged
So long and always, I'll be dead to you