Yo
Alone in the woods
Freestyle
This is for my nowhere kids
My soul searchers
My grave diggers
My dusty sneaker travelers
You know I always keep it honest
And the last twelve months
I've been through a whole lot of ups and downs
Like a lot of us have
But here I am
In the middle of nowhere
Middle of nowhere
Yeah
Middle of nowhere
Sprained my ankle running from myself
Living on old prayers
I packed up my backpack, took everything I own here
Just to breathe in the winter wind and cold air
I'm trying to rebuild hope — like the local houses
I don't need a life coach, I need a night below the mountains
Where the time lasts forever like a bad trip
The wifi barely works here
But that's alright cuz I've been at my bandwidth
Since my early twenties it might kill me but I can't quit
I want something different and my dad still wants some grandkids
Gave up someone I could have made a life plan with
For a cabin and a cheap guitar, I'm on my Bon Iver shit
Rest in peace Mac Miller, I'm still learning Self Care
If that makes me crazy, then I'll pray to St. Elsewhere
That he protects the whole rest of my family from a health scare
On nights it drops to zero like the size the new Adele wears
Existential with the pen and pencil that's my energy
Enemies just give me better schemes
Enemies are former friends to me
To find the path in empathy
I'll take a train out past the evergreens
The stores here open and close with no point like parentheses
I wanna start a band, in Los Angeles or Tennessee
Redecorate my life. put my soul as the centerpiece
Got sick of the city fighting demons, killing centipedes
My therapist is quoting Paul McCartney saying "Let It Be"
I took field notes on finding yourself
All by yourself
All I really found's a blank page
I think it takes a little more time
Than anybody wants to recognize
But you can your map change
Running away