I drove my car into a lake back on Friday
Cus I hadn't had a shower since like Tuesday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
So I drank a lotta gin blackout wednesday
Got me back on nicotine on the Thursday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
Can't get outta bed so you know I don't do it breakfast
I don't drink no coffee cus it makes me act so reckless
I'm a dirtbag I can't get my shit together
Know your momma glad, that we ain't still together
I live to turn it up, fill my cup, drink it up, fuck the club
In my living room smoking back to back blunts
All the doors closed, blinds down, bud tins, blunt guts
Dirty shirt, house shoes, stale bread with cold cuts
Damn, this shit like a crime scene,
Modelos in IV's, nightmare's inside dreams
Don't do it like I do, give up way too soon
Dark as a winter moon, two lies don't make it true
I drove my car into a lake back on Friday
Cus I hadn't had a shower since like Tuesday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
So I drank a lotta gin blackout wednesday
Got me back on nicotine on the Thursday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
Throw me out a line cus I think I might be sinking
And I sabotage my time, and I think that I'm reason
That I fuck up, I switch up, I change up, I lose it
I break shit, I drive fast, I lose grip, I won't last
Death of the party, nobodies nobody
And I've been drinking all day, and the moon ain't got stop me
I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead feels like I'm sipping on lead
Three shots to the face but then they go to my head
I'll pay for this tomorrow, need a 20 can I borrow?
Cus my mind been filling up but my heart just feels so hollow
Stormy weather, 3 day bender put it down it gets better
Put it down it gets better
Damn, this shit like a crime scene,
Modelos in IV's, nightmare's inside dreams
Don't do it like I do, give up way too soon,
Dark as a winter moon, two lies don't make it true
I drove my car into a lake back on Friday
Cus I hadn't had a shower since like Tuesday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
So I drank a lotta gin blackout wednesday
Got me back on nicotine on the Thursday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
Everything's been getting harder
All the light's been getting darker
Walls are closing in and I'm scared that I keep falling farther
I'll be strong just like you told me
Tell me that you're there to hold me
Let me in so I can show you
All the strength that you have taught me
Cus Friday was the worst day
It ended in the worst way
I'll make it through to Saturday
Promise that you're okay
Promise that you're okay
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay but I'm not okay
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay but I'm not okay
I drove my car into a lake back on Friday
Cus I hadn't had a shower since like Tuesday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay
So I drank a lotta gin blackout wednesday
Got me back on nicotine on the Thursday
And I'm telling all my friends that I'll be okay
But I'm not okay