When my mind is working overtime, my heart starts beating so fast... I'm going crazy, wishes that will never come true for a better tomorrow. I am losing ground, I am losing control, my feet are shaking, it's hard to walk... On my way to the hospital, I start to trip on my own, again... Right back where I used to stand. So good bye, it's about time, I have to be fair, I'm gonna miss you, please take care... Full of anger and it's getting darker. Down here the stars don't shine, down here the wave won't come; down here you can't say you've tried unless you throw yourself in the water. And so, it seems I'm gonna fall and I can't fight it at all. Suicide drinking till the end, at least then I know I'll go to hell