I'm doing my best but it's not enough I'm doing my best but it's never enough And pain is my friend, and pain feels like home And I'm having the best of times, when I'm all alone This heart that I own is cold as stone This heart that I own is made out of bone And seasons do change and seasons do pass Its there to remind me with pride of it's broken past I spend my days lost in the crowd I spend my nights singing out loud The loss and the pain since the day I was born The loss and the strain that burdens my soul Gasping for breath I'm drinking my mess Fighting to lift this weight off my chest And pain is my friend, and pain feels like home And I'm having the best of times, when I'm all alone