Running toward the edge
Gibraltar cursed my heart
Burning feet and blood fills my eyes
Valley deep gon' steal yo pride
Running toward the edge
Gibraltar cursed my heart
Burning feet and blood fills my eyes
Valley deep gon' steal yo pride
Stuck on this rock
Created to drop and rot
Oh you forgot
Created one cursed-up lot
Kill cause it taught
(Kills cause it's taught)
Perfection is lost
(Kill cause it's taught)
What are these hands made for?
What are these hands made for?
What's it matter see myself jump
Off the tower six feet up
Seenin' my brain splatter they
Eat it up
Zombies roll in posses
Lucy on my body
I can't Kamikaze
Already kissed the ground
I'm sitting and spitting with ghosts
In transit, they told me I shouldn't panic
This hurt I don't have to brandish if
I roll it up and vanish
Manic managed, Ivory palace
Got em sittin' pretty
This is far from a holy city
Buildings crumbling
Now I see I'm fumbling
Falling into mirrors
Hurling towards the Earth
Shards dig deep severing my ties
This aint aint right
This aint aint right
This aint aint right
Can I make it?
I ask myself every single night
Now these sermons and these hymns
Ain't really sittin' right
Tryna tell my mom and ease my dad
To hide my plight
Tryna feed me what they learned and
All I do is fight
The devil know the bible too
So where's the light?
I'm tryna find some peace
But I can't fucking write
I'm tryna call my brother
I can't find the time
These demons feeding on me
In the dead of night
I'm losing my faith
I'm losing my patience
I'm flirting with Lucy on the weekends I hate it
And love it all the same
At least I don't gotta deal he sedatin' the stains
I'm locked outta my brain again
And all I wanna feel is the sun on my face
Everything I tried
Everything I gave
You always spat back in my face
Pockets of promises
Drunk off this solace
You laugh while I harbored this
Pain
What on Earth do you gain?
How could I trust your name?
God, can you please hold my hands?
God, can you please hold my hands?
God hold my hand if you even above
God Hold!