I
Don't deny
That I
Might
Fade away into the black
Break away and not come back
Love and pain will not hold me back
I feel the anger now
Am I content
Without bliss
I start to descend
Into the bitterness
Into the end
Static eyes
Observe my
Demise I
Can't perceive life
I grasp the chains
To be sane
Nothing will
Ever be the same
Disconnect
I've lost control
Of my own consciousness
Only white noise
No forgiveness
Ive lost control
I could open up
I could feel
But the tension is too high
And makes me
Still
The thrill
Of being killed
Is better
Than feeling
Dull
My bitter end
Made me
Whole
Im losing
Control
I've lost my grasp of life
No pain
No joy
A reason to die
Till the end I will not find
A hope
A grudge
A lie
Fate cannot be foreseen
Have they chosen me
I feel like falling apart again
One last breath
Before I descend
Into the bitterness
Into the end