Haven't picked up a six string in a long, long while I can't remember the last time I wrote a song You broke my heart so many times I stopped counting, no longer know Why I still care You seem so happy without me I'm lying here and I can't breathe 'Cause you were air and now I'm drowning Still I, I need you to go So here, here I go Geronimo, I'm letting you go And I know as much as it breaks my soul I, I'm better off alone Some nights I go to bed happy Some nights I can't stop the tears Other nights I can't feel Anything from my skin to my bones But I, I'd rather feel the pain 'Cause pain's better than nothing I'd rather see some red go down the drain I can never stop those demons that enter my dreams But I, I know you are the reason