I guess I wasn't everything You needed me to be I guess You needed your hatred So that you could be at peace I never thought it'd be so hard I never thought I'd ruin everything I guess I couldn't reach your bar I guess I'll just keep sinking Down beneath Is there no good ending Is this the way I'm supposed to be Guess I'll stop pretending And take a look At the wreckage below When I find myself sober It's like I'm under The weight of the world With your foot on my shoulders Like it'll never be over My fear has broken everything I needed you to be My will can only create Things of sorrow and disease You said that I would never be free You told me that I'd never See the light of day You said I'd never break this fall I guess I'll just keep sinking Down below Is there no good ending Is this the way I'm supposed to be Guess I'll stop pretending And take a look At the wreckage below When I find myself sober It's like I'm under The weight of the world With your foot on my shoulders Like it'll never be over Seek a way to feel normal We get a little bit closer When I find myself sober It's like I'm under The weight of the world With your foot on my shoulders Like it'll never be over When I find myself sober It's like I'm under The weight of the world With your foot on my shoulders Like it'll never be over