When I speak my mind out loud The words betray me Casting stones that cast me out I can't describe the feeling I long to know what lives within your bones We're all the same underneath the pain Seeing red like I bled for the first time Broken home, all alone no it's not right I can't conceive everything it's done to me It's all gone, fucking gone like a memory Just leave me alone It's where I feel at home (Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling) It's all gone I'm done Blow my mind just to see what's inside No balance No sorrow Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow Another day I wallow Straight through the fucking heart Like being smothered alone My chest, it can't breathe and my mind's lost its home I'd rather die on the anvil Than be another fucking body in the landfill Paint these fucking walls red Another day, another dead Release all of these evil thoughts from my hollowed head Say goodnight, say goodbye, a soothing lullaby Sight of death creeping in No more tears to cry Just leave me alone It's where I feel at home (Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling) It's all gone I'm done Blow my mind just to see what's inside No balance No sorrow Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow Another day I wallow