Times ticking as I'm sitting in the middle of a park in Union Square
Growing apart, yeah, Growing apart, yeah
From the world as I know it I never wanted to show it
It feels like every moment I'm struggling to be present
I never learned my lesson
I could jump in a cypher or I could get you a present
If only I could decipher a way to stop all the guessing
Like if I told you I'm sorry I was a b
I tried to call you before but you didn't answer
I really thought we'd be happily ever after
But here we are so none of that really matters
All the stuff that you said when we broke up
Fogged up all the mirrors of my life like we just
Now how the hell can I drive if I can't see
And who's making you laugh if it's not me
On one hand I'm watching one of your posts
On the other there's a woman untangling headphones
And she's walking like a shrink on the way to the brink
It made me think all you have to look forward to is another drink
See-saw guess I need more
I really hope that you find what you're looking for
Cause I don't think that I'm innocent
I don't
I just really want to know what you hate about me the most is it
All my issues with trust that have no backbone
Cause I don't know why I struggle I had my dad home
Maybe it was my temper I'm warm blooded it's true
I thought a fight only ended when doors thudded and you
You're extroverted so everybody's your friend but me
Everybody's a me behind an N
The enemy is me n me I'm not a meme
I know that I can be mean
I'm sorry I ruined the dream
Times ticking as I'm sitting in the middle of a park in Union Square
Growing apart, yeah, Growing apart, yeah
From the world as I know it I never wanted to show it
It feels like every moment I'm struggling to be present
Cause I just want to be better
Yeah, I just want to be better, yeah
My emotion can get the best of me
And I don't have enough money to go to therapy
So I'm saying it here this is my remedy
I got to change or the bottle will be the end of me
I should of learned when they tried to hit me with felonies
I should of learned when my ex died form a recipe
I should have learned every time that I lost my memory
But I lost you and now it's starting to get to me
And now it's starting to get to me
And now it's starting to get to me
Times ticking as I'm sitting in the middle of a park in Union Square
Growing apart, yeah, Growing apart, yeah
From the world as I know it I never wanted to show it
It feels like every moment I'm struggling to be present
Cause I just want to be better
Yeah, I just want to be better, yeah
I just want to be better, yeah