Still waiting for the pop of a Snapple
Ten years in and I'm still hearing the babble
Even close friends are using the word straggle
But I burn at both ends when I light me a candle
I was 19, when I first failed
When I lost the scholarship I probably turned pale
Watched my father choke up when the words failed
And I started off road on a dirt trail
Tell me the truth
Was it me, was it you
Was it everything I wanted
Was it nothing but a rouse
Hope so
I hope so
Dare I say it, but the way she look naked
Has got me peering out the window at this life I created
I'm thinking back at all the smiles that have left me contagious
And that's the thing about love it's a beautiful fragrance
It's got me looking at the world through the eyes of a Lasik
Nowadays don't got any hatred
But i still make payments cuz of all my conviction
They get away Scott free for contradictions
I feel like all ambition is in remission
I found the key mo money more competition
I'm overwhelmed I got tears I'm holding back
An outcast, like I healed my broken past
But I'm going round in a circle like culdesacs
I'm pondering my existence from a question Joe Rogan asked
How do you face doubt
Is this a break down
Apologies from a past they had to take down
So now I space out
And wait to break out
I watch my life from a far
This is the stake out
Was it me, was it you
Was it everything I wanted
Was it nothing but a rouse
Hope so
I hope so