I had a dream that I died today Saw a long line of boxcars in the rain From a long way off heard someone say "Man, that guy really knew how to want something" Did my answers ever make sense at all? I had the stronger bones then and a shorter fall My grandpa's words like a Christmas past You can win a girl's heart but you can't win it back What if I've changed? What if the war I've waged Well, it ain't worth fighting no more? What if I've lost? And what if I've failed? And it's okay, it's okay, it's okay 'Cause you're still here inside this mess I made Well the only thing aging me now is the shame Now that I finally care what these people think When the storm comes big then loud then over Find the compart was just the breath before What if I've changed? What if the war I've waged Well, it ain't worth fighting no more? And what if I've lost? And what if I've failed? And it's okay, it's okay, it's okay 'Cause you're still here inside this mess I made