Hiding by the wilted flowers Under violent gardens So I never face my fears Hiding in your sandcastles In your fondest memory So I never face those years Beneath me Though I can't remember How I came to feel so unhappy Where's the kid with that stupid laugh Will he find his way back? How will he find his way back? Hiding in your loudest arguments Finding every reason to give you all my regards Don't go, who knows what I'd do alone But don't offer me attention I could crash at any second It's wrong of me, to be so dishonest I know it's ironic, but I'll always love you most So let me be the biggest hypocrite I never said I'm proud of it But it makes me feel like I have a purpose I hope it don't make you nervous Do you think I'm a good friend? Would you say I'm a good friend?