Struck by the hand of god Collateral complex I was so busy feeling sorry I don't call you a stranger Don't call you at all It's better thinking that you hate me I'm not a monster like my appetite I do this every night I keep on thinking bout the last time A monster, something you survived Got that stuck in my mind I hope you think about the last time Keep away from my vain suffocation (uh huh) Too much validation (uh huh) Would let our destiny slip further from my grip I could call you any chance I get I'd stop myself for a minute Think it over, I'm overthinking the whole deal again I'm not a monster like my appetite I do this every night I keep on thinking bout the last time A monster, something you survived Got that stuck in my mind I hope you think about the last time I'm not a monster, something you survived Monster, the last time I'm not a monster I'm not a monster Baby stay away, hey I'm too afraid of myself Once I'm in it, I start thinking bout the last time Baby stay away, hey I'm too afraid of myself Once I think it, I believe it was the last time Baby stay away, hey I'm too afraid of myself Once I'm in it, I start thinking bout the last time Baby stay away, hey I'm too afraid of myself Once I think it, I believe it was the last time I'm not a monster like my appetite I do this every night I keep on thinking bout the last time A monster, something you survived Got that stuck in my mind I hope you think about the last time I'm not a monster, something you survived Monster, the last time