Shots are fired in the dark, tearing me wide open Wide awake when I felt the spark A movement from a moment, And I, couldnt believe what you said Alive, I can start over again How easy I forget Im living a ghost, of what I thought I needed most Remember when the scars cut so deep I couldnt breathe No I couldnt see, I was the queen of catastrophe I was the queen of catastrophe An open book without a start Staring down blank pages Tear it out when Im in my mark Ill erase the traces And I, couldnt believe what you said Alive, I can start over again Im living a ghost, of what I thought I needed most Remember when the scars cut so deep I couldnt breathe No I couldnt see, I was the queen of catastrophe I was the queen of catastrophe I will take this and I will turn this And wont fall down with the shattered heart You cant change me, and you cant save me Watch walking as I fall apart Im living a ghost, of what I thought I needed most Remember when the scars cut so deep I couldnt breathe No I couldnt see, I was the queen of catastrophe I was the queen of catastrophe I was the queen of catastrophe.