Did I fuck this up again, I think I'm going down alone I try to find the best in somethings, but I can't let anyone grow All we care about is our precious time And everything I touch seems to leave imprints in my hands When I think things through my head, they never seem to go as planned Do you ever feel the same A constant understatement, nothing to cure this ailment I keep wasting all my time, thinking one day I'll be fine So here we are again, I told myself I wouldn't let you down Wait around for something new, while you just sit and watch me drown I'll never be the same A constant understatement, nothing to cure this ailment I keep wasting all my time, thinking one day I'll be fine And there's nothing new, but what else can I do A pessimist is what I'll always be, you'll see These east coast winter nights will never be as cold as you All the things you promised seemed to change your point of view I hope you're right where you want to be And I'll go to the place you hate the most, you'll see And I'll grow into the thing you hate the most, you'll see So don't go, 'cause I'm the thing you hate the most, and you'll see