As you try to decide which one is the worst The one in the mirror or the one beneath it all But you know the answer You're afraid of them both They both have a weakness you're a ashamed of As you stay in this room Half-collapsed on the floor Trying to find the strength to fill your lungs up any more How can I find a way to breathe? As my brain unravels My mind is gone This liquor feels empty My body feels numb You'll deal the whole deck I'll play the wrong cards I'll lay here so ashamed of what I've become As you stay in this room Half collapsed on the floor Trying to find the strength to fill your lungs up any more How can I find a way to breathe? It's too hard to think about It's too hard to write it down It's too hard to say out loud It's too hard to make a sound As you stay in this room Half-collapsed on the floor Trying to find the strength to fill your lungs up any more This air feel so heavy These hands feel so cold The dust fills my lungs The breath gets hard to hold How can I find a way to breathe?