Is it safe to say you're over me now I can't grasp it yet, it's weighing me down I miss having dreams that never happened I miss being clean and free of habits It's fucked And I'm lost Drinking too much, it ain't fun It was, but at what cost What kind of bullshit am I on It's fucked And I'm lost It's such a hard pill to swallow Is it placebo Hell if I know It's just not fair Do you care Are you there Fairplay, fairplay It's just not fair Do you care Are you there It's fucked And I'm lost Drinking too much, it ain't fun It was, but at what cost What kind of bullshit am I on It's fucked And I'm lost Drinking too much, it ain't fun It was, but at what cost What kind of bullshit am I on I try to find my purpose I try to find my purpose Is it safe to say you're over me now I can't grasp it yet, it's weighing me down I miss having dreams that never happened I miss being clean and free of habits