Something never felt right I tried but I couldn't keep up the lie Changing colored eyes So many thoughts that will never die Can I make this bed on my own? Guess I chose what I chose but damn, oh I keep the bed that I don't want to own I guess I know what I know Fine I'll try to call I don't know I don't know You said you don't feel a thing You drunkenly say to me And I ask, "What do you mean?" You said you never expected to make it This far I don't know I don't know I can't hide behind a smile And these bloodshot eyes If there's more to life Then I'm still searching Try to force some structure But the pieces never fit Don't you say you understand 'Cause you don't understand