Couldn't get myself together, didn't get to go to college Instead I got insomnia and got friendly with my nausea Placed all my bets on the weakest horse That suckers gonna get me there, i'm gonna come in first Chem trails where jets rip the skin of the sky Highway tattoos ground with forest fires Past the expiration on my patience these days I'm not gonna take your sour advice No, i'm not gonna take your advice We talk about doomsday at the dinner table I wonder what they would say in my obituary (Everybody has a vice, but mine is feelin' alive) If everything ended, would you lie with me? In the middle of the road, while it crumbles beneath us (Everybody has a vice, but mine is feelin' alive) Bit my nails to the quick Did what I did to deserve it I picked up the shattered dish with my bare hands You didn't ask me to I picked up the glass and I cleaned up the mess I don't expect you or anyone to understand Scared away my first love, I loved him so much He didn't understand Oh no, he didn't understand We talk about doomsday at the dinner table I wonder what they would say in my obituary (Everybody has a vice but mine is feeling alive) If everything ended, would you lie with me? In the middle of the road, while it crumbles beneath us (Everybody has a vice, but mine is feelin' alive) I'm addicted to the wreckage, the dissension of us I'd give it to you all just because I'm addicted to the wreckage, the dissension of us I'd give it to you all just because We talk about doomsday at the dinner table I wonder what they would say in my obituary (In my, in my head) Oh, oh, oh, oh (Everybody has a vice, but mine is feeling alive) If everything ended, would you lie with me? In the middle of the road while it crumbles beneath us Everybody has a vice, but mine is feelin-