Actual John wakes in the mid day A shotgun on the table He knows, he knows He's so capable Of wreaking Havoc in the city Decision 50/50 To live or let die Rain turn flood Ash to mud Pain, turn fun Laugh, you run Johnny's father is in the backyard Face down in the bushes Is he alive? I guess good Johnny finally caved in And shot his old man down Old yeller style No remorse Love is a chore Your divorce Put me on course Not enough Blood and guts Stuff the car With Ammunition