It's okay to not be okay I know that you wish you could help But I, I need like a second to breathe And be by myself at night I don't know what brought on the mood I know I got good things surrounding me Woke up and now everything's blue And I couldn't tell you why I'm supposed to say it's not that bad Hold my breath and let the whole thing pass I just wanna be sad for a minute Say I'm not okay for a minute Soak up the sky's rain while I'm in it Let these tears fall 'til they finish I just wanna be sad for a second Sink into this bed for a second Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket I'll be okay by the weekend I just wanna be sad I just wanna be sad Sad, hmm-mm I'll let myself circle the drain I'll cry 'til I'm numb on the shower floor It's fucked up, but I like the way It hurts when I'm left alone Could lie and say it's not that bad Hold my breath and let the whole thing pass I just wanna be sad for a minute Say I'm not okay for a minute Soak up the sky's rain while I'm in it Let these tears fall 'til they finish I just wanna be sad for a second Sink into this bed for a second Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket I'll be okay by the weekend I just wanna be sad, whoa, oh I just wanna be sad (I just wanna be sad) I just wanna be sad Can't it be okay not to be okay? Can't I just hide out and feel away? I just wanna be sad for a minute Say I'm not okay for a minute Soak up the sky's rain while I'm in it Let these tears fall 'til they finish I just wanna be sad for a second Sink into this bed for a second Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket I'll be okay by the weekend I just wanna be sad I just wanna be sad I just wanna be sad I just wanna be sad