All my life been scared to die alone
Tellin' me you could never let me go
I can love me better than you won't
You make me just wanna die alone
When I wake up to a cold bed, and you're right there
Why are you even beside me?
When I think about the future that we might share
Why do I get anxiety?
Both of us know how this goes, but we can't
Picture each other with different people
I can't hold on just 'cause it's been so long
Gotta give myself a chance
All my life been scared to die alone
Tellin' me you could never let me go
I can love me better than you won't
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
All my life I'm chasin' better days
So I can't let you make me feel a way
And I can love me better than you don't
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
You make me wanna die alone
Yeah, I might die at 100 or tomorrow
This life don't come with no guarantee
How you gonna ask me to put things on hold
When half of you ain't even there for me?
I'll probably wish you would call me sometimes
But that don't mean this shit was meant to be though
Blow me a kiss and let's say our goodbyes
Fuck it, I'm doin' my best
All my life been scared to die alone (die alone)
Tellin' me you could never let me go
I can love me better than you won't
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
All my life I'm chasin' better days
So I can't let you make me feel a way
And I can love me better than you don't
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
'Cause you can't even act like you care
So why would I waste my time on you?
'Cause you can't even act like you care
So why would I waste my time on you?
All my life been scared to die alone (die alone)
Tellin' me you could never let me go (you could never let me go)
I can love me better than you won't (love me better)
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
All my life I'm chasin' better days
So I can't let you make me feel a way
And I can love me better than you don't
You make me just wanna die alone (die alone)
You make me wanna die alone (die alone)
You make me wanna die alone