I'm not supposed to love you
I'm supposed to see you as a friend, just a friend
I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not even sure if I do
It's just the way you make me feel on a call at three AM
I'd ditch my friends for you
You ask, and I'll drop everything
I played it straight, but now I'm finished with your games
And it's not that I'm scared
It's not that I'm reckless
It's not like I'm waiting for some intervention
I'm just a mess with a pretty exterior
And feel like you're the only one who can see me here
It's not like I'm broken
Not like I'm on the run
I'm just a girl figuring out who I'll become
And I want you so bad but it's clear to see
You're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
But you're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
Stop looking at me like that
There's some things you can never take back
If we never go there we can never relapse oh
But I'm captivated
I'd ditch my friends for you
You ask, and I'll drop everything
I played it straight, but now I'm finished with your games
And it's not that I'm scared
It's not that I'm reckless
It's not like I'm waiting for some intervention
I'm just a mess with a pretty exterior
And feel like you're the only one who can see me here
It's not like I'm broken
Not like I'm on the run
I'm just a girl figuring out who I'll become
And I want you so bad but it's clear to see
You're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
But you're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
I know it's probably time to let you go
But it's not up to me that much I know
I try and I try to make it right
But you're there in my dreams almost every night
You're intoxicating
Oh I can't take it
And it's not that I'm scared
It's not that I'm reckless
It's not like I'm waiting for some intervention
I'm just a mess with a pretty exterior
And you're the only one who can see me here
It's not like I'm broken
Not like I'm on the run
I'm just a girl figuring out who I'll become
And I want you so bad but it's clear to see
You're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
But you're bad for me
I want you I want you I want you so bad
It's not like I'm broken
Not like I'm on the run
I'm just a girl figuring out who I'll become
And I want you so bad but it's clear to see
You're bad for me