My brain feels heavy like a pound of concrete And I can see the eyes of a million people watching me Saying bye to the year of surrendering Drunken crying Laughing lying How do you celebrate the day? With a war that never went away Joy at home dreaming by yourself When I'm at a party where no one stops to think about What they were doing the night before Drunken crying Laughing lying How do you celebrate the day? With a war that never went away Hes still crying as he brings it all in She's still laughing when she puts her hopes on him No one's left for me to depend upon Five four three two one Is that the life you chose to lead (chose to lead) Well the choice isn't mine to keep (isn't mine) Drunken crying Laughing lying How do you celebrate the day? With a war that never went away M-m-m-m-m-m M-m-m-m-m-m M-m-m-m-m-m M-m-m-m-m-m M-m-m-m-m-m M-m-m-m-m-mmm