One night, I woke up and screamed, I looked behind my back A cold disease caught me I tried to imagine the next day Nothingness called my name I thought I'd been loved and protected; I was wrong; I'm alone Nothingness called my name I believed I was stronger, but the truth caught me up I have to fight alone Born alone, die alone These are real verses Reap my scars My only victory Is to live my lifestyle only for myself I thought I'd been loved and protected; I was wrong; I'm alone I spilled these tears for nothing I believed it was just a dream, A holy dream that you offered me A stolen life that you granted me I spilled these tears for nothing I believed it was just a dream One night, I woke up and screamed, I looked behind my back A cold disease caught me I tried to imagine the next day Nothingness called my name I thought I'd been loved and protected; I was wrong; I'm alone A lifeless pawn is what I left behind Belated wisdom now flowing through my mind A strong resolve and focus in my sight Will bring me further, and smash all in my wake (wake, ...) I spilled these tears for nothing I believed it was just a dream, A holy dream that you offered me A stolen life that you granted me I spilled these tears for nothing I believed it was just a dream