I don't want to be different But I don't know where to fit in Nobody will be against me But they're far away from understanding I need to find out on my own I don't want someone to show me Who I am And who I'm supposed to be Let me feel lost Let me feel alone Just keep your secrets until i need to know Let me feel lost Let me fall down If I lose this time you will bring me back to life My heart is telling me I don't wanna be the man I'm supposed to be Don't tell me I'm dreaming Don't tell me it's fine So many untold words to say So many unseen places to love Stop telling me I'm dreaming Stop telling me it's fine I don't want to fake myself I won't let you change me As long as the world keeps turning Don't try to save me Don't try to pray for me I'm on a ship that is planned to go down I'll take your hand when I've already drowned You're my Carpathia