I'm just the shell of the man I used to be With every way I live I scream your name Handed down this loving hand I miss With every second by myself in this fucking abyss And in your eyes I can see myself Just looking back at me It all begins and ends with you the same way Oh hear me where are you now I've been searching for you in every sound Oh mother she cries all night Dreaming of the life she could've had And in your eyes I can see myself Just looking back at me It all begins and ends with you the same way Where are you now Never see the light of day again In all my dark times I see myself become All that I could never have And what was never meant to be mine Never meant to be mine You'll never see the light of day Father Oh Father Never see the light of day I'll never see the light of day