Everything's been falling right through
My hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't
I can't
I can't
Pull up in a straw hat and a gillie suit
Nails done, gun cocked
Tbh, i'm feeling cute
"Navigating hell in a silly mood"
Type beat oft treated unkindly
Not sure why i really do
I've been taking acid
I've been taking shrooms
Posted up in vacant rooms
Trying to find an exit but
There just ain't no breaking through
State the truth:
I don't make the rules
Nor do i embrace the rules i break them then i break and snooze
I pray my fall don't break my noose
Rinse my skull
Upgrade every lens i can
I don't need more friends
Wish i was closer with the friends i have
Wish i had a better grasp on myself
Perhaps wish my meds could last forever
I should stop wishing and act
But instead of that
Im crumbling
Everything is tumbling down
Life's been humbling
It ain't been fucking around
I'm feeling numb again
But who gon comfort me now?
When i stop functioning
And you're no longer around
Everything's been falling right through my hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you i can't
I can't
I can't
Heart got broken
Car got broke in
Hand got bitten
Scars reopened
Summer came
And taught me hope
Then, when it left, it robbed my whole head yuh
I'm becoming a ghost
Clinging to skin and bones
I'm still in the eye of the storm
Chilling, i writhe in its throes
Losing my grip on the clock
Fingers the lightest bit closed
My past keeps kicking my ass
Present? a slap in the face
I live convinced there's a chance my future holds peace
In its place i ain't got nothing to lose
Seriously, what do i've left?
Feet been slipped out my shoes
Weight taken out of my steps
Cross the water i must
Until i find footing again
Leave but myself on the shore
And build what i couldn't back then
I have to find my eyes
I can't keep living in y'all's
Staying inside of this loop
Ain't my intention at all
I can feel my hands touch
Scarcely, i can still see
Once i've had some time to rest
I know i'll rebuild me
Everything's been falling right through
My hands
My hands
My hands
You should leave it all behind you
I can't
I can't
I