Don't wanna live a lie
I wanna die in four four time
I wanna feel my head split
I wanna hear my skin rip
I wanna see my veins explode from that first hit
And I don't care if I slip
The truth is I need it
And I gotta commit to never get off this shit
And I need an escape
To a place made of wax and tape
A painted smile plastered on my face
Death is gonna be great
I can't wait to leave this place
I wanna leave with a splitting headache
I wanna feel my head split
I wanna hear my skin rip
I wanna see my veins explode from that first hit
I've got a ringing in my head
And I fear I'll never sleep again
I remember that first time, that first line
Got the shakes, I need to chase that high
I wanna die in four four time
I've got masters of all kinds
This one controls souls and minds
I found love in this disease
A way to put myself at ease