Tell me what do you see when you look at me
I'm pretty sure you can't tell that I am going through hell
From the outside you can't see the battle going on inside of me
The twisted game that I don't even understand myself
And I feel so ashamed of the dysfunction in my brain
So I decide to smile and laugh it all away
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am hiding, I'm hiding all of my pain
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am my own worst enemy
The funny thing is that I know
I don't have to do this on my own
But how can I expect anyone to love
The part of me that I hate so much
I feel so afraid to disappoint the ones I love
They might run away from me, cause I also would if I could
So I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am hiding, I'm hiding all of my pain
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am my own worst enemy
Carrying myself through the days
Then when I'm alone I break
Feeling like a failure
Beating myself up
Am I doomed to live in shame and emptiness
Wishing I was better, but it's never good enough
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am hiding all of my pain
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am my own worst enemy
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am hiding, I'm hiding all of my pain
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am my own worst enemy
But I am fighting, I'm fighting
I keep on fighting, I'm fighting
I am fighting, I'm fighting a lonely battle
I am my own worst enemy