I'm looking at the party from the outside in
Everybody here has known each other for years and years and years
They're reminiscing on stories I haven't lived
So I can laugh along but I'll never really get it
I'm dancing with the ghost of loneliness
I'm spinning like these questions inside of my head
Where are the friends that I never made?
Where are the ones that never stayed?
What did I do so wrong to be here all alone today?
My momma says that life's a train
Some people ride with you then they get off again
But I'm so afraid to have no one sitting next to me in the end
Where are my friends?
I'm looking at the party from the outside in
Came here with my man, he's got many of them and I just got him
He says my friends are your friends, everybody thinks you're great
And it might be true but it's not the same
I'm drinking with the ghost of jealousy
I'm drowning in the thoughts of what could have been
Where are the friends that I never made?
Where are the ones that never stayed?
What did I do so wrong to be here all alone today?
My momma says that life's a train
Some people ride with you then they get off again
But I'm so afraid to have no one sitting next to me in the end
Where are my friends?
Where are my friends?
Where are my friends?
Maybe I only got myself to blame
Wasted all my time chasing fame
Always put my dream before the team
Now look at me, in the end
Where are my friends?
I'm looking at the party from the outside in