I'm stuck here and dreaming of better days
I could be something but my mind always in The gets in the way
I got this feeling that there's a meaning
And every time I fuck up It's one less mistake
I can't decide
What's wrong from right
When the table turns I crumble
I look back at all my troubles
I try to fight
My thoughts inside
They say I'm no good at loving
I'm just scared of being no one
Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all Day and disappear
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
Caught in an endless cycle of self doubt and drinking cheap beer
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
So I
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
I'm going back to where there's no time
7 years of chasing feel I'm going insane
What do I hide from
Why do i stay
Lost myself in thinking that I found me
I lost myself at the parties
So people think that I'm busy, I
I wanna be that role model
I wanna be who they follow
I wanna see my name only want front page
Never look their way
They say she goes for gold
They say that she do it alone
They say she ain't got time to waste not long before she's old
I'm uncontrollable
I get uncomfortable
I talk too much to prove that I'm not scared being alone
One shot
I'm on it
More shots
I've lost it
Overwhelmed and disconnected
I don't wanna talk about it
Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all day and disappear
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
Caught in an endless cycle of self doubt and Drinking cheap beer
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
So I
Scared to be lonely so I wait here
I'm going back to where there's no time
Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all Day and disappear
Scared to be lonely so I wait here