Sad another night so might just write a song
All the shit around me lately just been feeling wrong
Can't hold up a conversation, got a problem in the comms
Nothing really comes, everything just goes
Sad another day so I'mma write about it
Everything gon be fine? Well I really fucking doubt it
Not a thing is getting better, thoughts are only getting worse
Wonder how I even get em, feels like someone threw a curse
Threw a curse on me
And the demons in my mind, yeah they do haunt me
I could really use a friend, someone to hold me
Maybe they're on the way, but they coming too slowly
And I hate it, every single day I'm wondering if I can make it
There is no advantage or at least I cannot take it
I wanna be happy so I guess I gotta fake it
I don't wanna go, but I know that I cannot flake it
Writing verses
Cause I'm unable to deal with conversations
When I'm hurting
Or any other time cause I'm impatient
Ay shit, what the fuck is this even about
We are floating on a rock, getting mad, then we die
I don't wanna try, everybody gambling, everybody betting
And I dislike the risk, that's why I'm getting
Sad another night so might just write a song
All the shit around me lately just been feeling wrong
Can't hold up a conversation, got a problem in the comms
Nothing really comes, everything just goes
Sad another day so I'mma write about it
Everything gon be fine? Well I really fucking doubt it
Not a thing is getting better, thoughts are only getting worse
Wonder how I even get em, feels like someone threw a curse
And it got lifted
Last month I've been feeling really gifted
I thrifted some clothes, and I sold em online
That is just one of the things that are giving me a smile
Good people came into my life, and the bad ones left
I finally wanna try, to see if I can get
To the places of my dreams, cause I'm getting the faith
Fuck the toxicity, never going back to the Wraith
And I don't mean to flex in here
Just wanted to tell you it gets good eventually
I wrote the first verse just two months ago
I wanted to give up, and now look at me go
So I really hope that you get better soon
I'm happy writing rap, drinking water from the moon
Well, that was it, thank you, it's the end of the plot
Really proud to say it's been months since I got
Sad another night so might just write a song
All the shit around me lately just been feeling wrong
Can't hold up a conversation, got a problem in the comms
Nothing really comes, everything just goes
Sad another day so I'mma write about it
Everything gon be fine? Well I really fucking doubt it
Not a thing is getting better, thoughts are only getting worse
Wonder how I even get em, feels like someone threw a curse