I'm unlearning a lot
Was at a place where i needed to work for my spot
The kind of drug where it don't gotta work in a pot
That's a different kind of measure
Looks like achievement
Works like asbestos
Life is full of lessons
Most of em are messy
The church calls it testing
God calls it blessings
I almost lost my family as quickly as i got em
You know what it's like to need forgiveness from your daughter?
It's no joke
Though i find myself laughing more
Prioritizing what matters more
Dodging bull like a matador
No Tito Santana
What i look like questioning God
Like He don't have answers
I seen a lot
I need a shrink
& I need a mop
I need my wife & i need her WAP
I don't need followers
I don't know why, but I'm entrusted to lead a flock
Every knee'll bow if it's me or not
This world is like spinning in a daydream
Have your mind going crazy, yeah
That's why I stay prayed up daily
Looking for resolve & we all want the same thing
But I won't give up the fight
I press on 'til I get it right
Want You to guide my steps
Left foot, right foot
Looking to the sky cause Your grace is amazing
Work like you need it, enjoy it like you want it
Spent my whole life getting ready for this moment
I'm way past the point where effort is impressive
No evidence of growth doesn't mean it isn't present
So I lean on that
I leap for truth when I'm so inclined to lean on facts
Y'all heard Even If I Lose
Spent the last 3 years paralyzed
Scared to try
Found my middle finger & now I'm chilling in paradise
If you saw my rewards, you would stare awkward
But hypebeasts can't get a fit off in my prayer closet
Finding contentment at my age
It's more fun hanging up curtains than running towards a stage
You will find a way
Or find an excuse
Bunch of those in my closet
I found a recluse
& What I swore was lost, was found in Yeshua
& What was broken & bloody I found in communion
This world is like spinning in a daydream
Have your mind going crazy, yeah
That's why I stay prayed up daily
Looking for resolve & we all want the same thing
But I won't give up the fight
I press on 'til I get it right
Want You to guide my steps
Left foot, right foot
Looking to the sky cause Your grace is amazing