Feel like I'm on the cusp of something Been waiting forever ain't in a rush for nothing I ain't running A black man not wrought with guilt Is hard to kill God forbid he gets healed & starts to feel I've been putting words to feelings Not spending my time putting work to minutes I'm resting 'Cause accomplishments can arrest us Finding worth in crowns is a set up My prayer's to find value with myself Give God the throne & be cool with the rest Don't limit my worldview to my perspective Make sure assessments aren't full of projection Goals right now ain't reaching the lost Ministry is being home to see my baby walk Being available when my daughters need to talk And telling my son being cool is a farce I'm doing better than I ever have My real life? Never Land Look in the mirror & say "you better win" Pray & put the effort in Let's get it Redefining what it means to be surrendered They leading these agendas where you need to be a victim Why live a life where you need to be offended I seen it before it happens I need to be a Simpson Prophetic & I'm gifted Whatever's to my detriment I leverage it & flip it Said it & I meant it If I take a swing it's headed for the fences My peace is priceless, headaches is expensive I am not for the faint of heart Resting in the finished work & just getting started This is not a job This is art This is God This is not a facade This is ours I used to pray for hours, it was healthy Now my prayer is "God help me" They held me Then they hailed me What a rarity Any comparison isn't fair to me I'm doing better than I ever have My real life? Never Land Look in the mirror & say "you better win" Pray & put the effort in Let's get it