If you listen close you can hear the tables turn
Still see the smoke from the bridges that I burned
Still feel the ghosts of the niggas that I served
Still do the most even though they don't deserve it
Bullshit curve it, life I had to learn it
Even when I'm ashes, they can say that he earned it
Never been the average, I was different at birth
Whole fam cut in half, it's either temple or church
Granny is Muslim, other granny is a Christian
I believe in god but it's something bout religion
Had to play the card even tho a few was missing
You can say I'm flawed but I live with my decisions
Wishing out loud I just want someone to listen
When it goes down everybody plays the victim
Sticking to the mission even when they contradict it
Briss not Missin' you can ask the competition
They know the business
The truth hurts, but a lie could be fatal
When prides on the line, all bets off the table
I seen the best rise to occasion
Just to fall victim to a small altercation
If it's not a grave, then they get incarcerated
It's the same game, just another nigga playin
It won't change so I gotta motivate em
Tryna stay sane while I focus on the payment
Wishing out loud am I crazy?
Wishing out loud am I crazy?
Looking for the words while I'm writing this song
Stuck in the zone cuz the mind gotta a mind of its a own
I took time, cuz that's the only way you can know
You flash in the pan, I'm the flame on the stove
I'm too hot to touched but I'm cold with it
The new spot hella plush, we can go swimming
Was too fly for the bus, there was no women
Now I'm screaming let's gooo like I'm glorilla
Imma go get it, cuz I'm a go getter
Blowin' kush to the gods, word to smoke DZA
Now the shows sold out to the flow with it
Even brought the bros out to perform with him
Wishing out loud
Wishing out loud
Used to wish for everything I got now
Used to hit the function bring the block out
Now I need some money if I pop out
Wishing out loud
Wishing out loud
Used to wish for everything I got now
Used to a want a rarri, need the yacht now
Moms happy for me and my pops proud
Doing pretty good for a drop out
Riding thru the hood with top down
I still get love cause it's my town
Everything I want is what we got now
Did a whole lot to live this lifestyle
Yesterday's price ain't the price now
Any day for me could be light out
But until then I'm wishing out loud