I need a balance
The dichotomy tween love and malice
Seeking all these falsies it keep my callous
But I can't manage
I need a balance
The dichotomy tween love and malice
Seeking all these falsies it keep my callous
But I must be my dying wish to keep a balance
Cause I been gone for so long
Wouldn't be surprised if I up and moved on
This a feeling I can't prolong
Fearing I can't hold on
A sense of Foreboding when I'm slipping out ya grasp
Get A sense of loathing when I look into the past
It's like my dreads is moldy roots is never coming back
Got me folded in the hot box stewing with some stupid gas
Feeling that I'm loosing fast
Just been so numb to it
Spewing shit I don't believe
I know you've already noticed my heart written on my sleeve
Yeah
Yeah, yeah
I need
I need balance
Something scary bout air out the shit I cry about
Just compress it like a snare peaking
Wishing I could hear me out
Press command z for the resent
Everybody saying that it's a weakness
I don't even really know what weak is
I pack a bowl up every morning like some wheat thins
Is there really any reason