I can't remember the last time I lived You wasted the love I was desperate to give My soul's left to wither and all that remains This exoskeleton that's beaten to grain Why... must I suffer I... wish I could be tougher Please... forgive me of sin But tell me, if God loves me, why won't this end Fed to survive, but deprived of a life Long time ago, it flashed before my eyes Senseless and tortured, my reason is pain You are an angel, and I'm but a stain Why... am I so ugly I... internally bleed I... want to touch the sun But if I deserve this, then what have I done I have had it with this life It's time to let it go All the meaning has been drained And there's nowhere left to go So farewell to the living And those I used to love Oh mama, mama I will join you from above Senses gone numb Pulse is a drum Could this be done Deny Yes, I deny First step to die Fight and I fly Mad at the Lord Mad at the world Madness unfurl Anger Tear through the fur Bite at the flesh Endlessly scream Help me survive Keep me alive Just one last try Bargain Praying won't work Faith does not help I can't turn back Why is it me Why target me Why always me Despair Why even try Just let me die Turn my nose dry Die! Accept Accept Accept I accept! Warm glow A warm glow draws me in Warm glow Pulls me towards the light Warm glow A warm glow draws me in Warm glow Pulls me towards the light