I used to pedal down the street just on the other way My heart began to race like every time they'd call my name They sneaking up beside every time they came Find me then they'd chase me untill I got away Fast forward right into the 7th grade I'm on the bus and I could see it's just another day Turned around and I could hear him calling out my name Running off his mouth thats the time now when he came Stood my ground didn't run away Bloodied his lip but he went and stomped on my face Got my nose split plus my shirt is stained Next day all I heard was the kids say Boy you better get on up and just keep on running Keep on running keep on running running I live amongst these spaces they was not my home I'm staring into these faces they was not my own I'm dealing with these racists every time I roam Trying to find some places up in the mazes all up in my zone I pedal on my bike I pray I make it home They chased me to the light my heart was in my throat They want to fight I hate my life nobody knows What it's like when your white but in the hood you all alone Higher than a kite in all the space I go I can not break this pain that's taking hold Every night I punch the pillow till I make a hole The middle of a life that's grown so very cold 9th grade got me filled up just in a rage At the kids that used to mess with me every day Never thought that I'd become the same As the very ones that I'd grown up now to hate But the summer just when I moved away I lost everything I was so ashamed At every single screw up that I made Plus Jesus came in and took every sin away And I was saved and I was changed And I prayed the pain would go away Sometimes I reminisce the day When I'm walking down the hall then I just heard the say.