(Yeah, life is tricky sometimes, man)
(I can try and act like I have everything together)
(But really if I'm honest)
(Sometimes these thoughts get the best of me)
(So I'ma take my time with this one)
(Like this)
Lemme begin I'm livin' here with a pen
I only write what I like never into a trend
I got a lot to express, get this off my chest
And when I breathe in and out, no doubt it's the stress
It's a therapy, clarity trying to find it
Trying to bury me up here
And me, I'm blinded
Reaching for the light to see the club where I'm in
It's hard to breathe, man, I need the Heimlich, uh
You know what's weird when the world breaks open
'No pain, no gain', that's the slogan
But am I less than a man if I'm broken?
Am I really that dope if I'm boasting?
If I don't have money, am I broke then?
If I have don't have faith, where's my hope then?
I'm tryna' connect, I'm tryna invest
I'm tryna' get back to that place of rest
Come on
'Cause I've been questionin'
And I've been wrestlin'
I gotta find my way, my way, my way
'Cause I know it's the way life goes
I gotta find my way
'Cause I've been questionin'
And I've been wrestlin'
I gotta find my way, my way, my way
My way (my way) my way
I gotta find my way
I've been back and forth, man
I'm tryna find something
I pray everyday and watch my consumption
'Cause what goes in, yeah, it must come out
So I'm tryna' bite my tongue just to watch my mouth
And then my attitude battle through every season
I had to calm down and watch my breathing
Learn how to cope and digest the meaning (come on)
Pick up a band just to fight my demons
And write from the heart with art that was true
Therapy for me just to change my mood
'Cause I know God is real and he heals my pain
So even when I struggle, I know things can change
Just as life when it pays like a mic on the stage
I reflect to connect in the right kind of way
Never perfect, but I'm working till it's right in my brain
'Cause any other way
It won't be the same, nah
'Cause I've been questionin'
And I've been wrestlin'
I gotta find my way, my way, my way
'Cause I know it's the way life goes
I gotta find my way
'Cause I've been questionin'
And I've been wrestlin'
I gotta find my way, my way, my way
My way (my way) my way
I gotta find my way